Semester break start !!

Another semester break is coming, but to me is really not even a break, I have lots of unfinished work that should be finished by the end of this break!!! also I have to attend to workshop for 10 days. I am just thinking of next sem , I am going to fourth sem, am I ready for that ? I don't know and I don't want to focus on this, I have to concentrate on my job which is publishing the papersssssssss.

Still didn't recieve any feedback from the journal that I submitted my paper.
GOD please help ME same as EVER to do my best.

Comprehensive Exam was done and I am gleeful!

Today I finished CE exam and I am satisfied now. I am happy but being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect, it means that I've decided to look beyond the imperfections.

This week I will submit the paper and I wish to get the acceptance.

P.S: Dearest Nima thanks so much for helping me , you always give me positive energy and encourage me to do all the things.

GOD same as ever I need your help.

PhD Comprehensive Exam!

Today I received the first question of my CE exam from my supervisor and I am still waiting for other questions from other committee members. Fortunately my supervisor gave me 2 month just because of Aidi Fitri.

I try to do my best.

Long time no write up

long time past and I hadn't time to write something here,about 3 weeks ago my family left here and came back to my country. It was kind of shock for me I used to be alone here and after their coming, again we used to to be together so it was quite difficult to me to cope with new situation without my family but there is no way and I have to tolerate like before.

third semester of mine and seond of Nima started about 1 months ago and I have to concentrate more on my research. this semester i took 2 extra courses related to remote sensing but I think by the end of this month I will drop both of them.

Fortunatly my study area confirmed and we spent many times there ohhhhhhh I forgot to say that we had a very gold trip to sabh region and we visited many natural places like Danum Vally, Tabin wildlife researve,Semporna and Sepadana Island which was one of our dream places , it was to difficult for us to go to this trip at first because my family just arrive and we have to leave them alone here and they weren't familiar with this new environment and at least they convinced us that they can live without us !!!! so we went and we really enjoyed this trip specially Nima who really need a break.

After that trip I had another three trip to Endua Rompin and Krau wildlife researve alone which was very difficult for me specially ER that I couldn't even sleep because of lots of mice in the camp and also thinking alot about my poor family who have to stay here alone and this time with Nima and thinking of my dearest Nima too.

So we settle now and Nima's family will be here next week.

My poor Twonsman and country!!!!

These days!!

I couldn't express my feeling nowadays in the other words I am speechless, my dear family will be here less than 20 days and I am sooo happy,I really don't know how express this nice feeling, I will see them after 1 year ,what would be my reaction? Who would be the first to be hugged,to be kissed to be....

I wish my dearest Mahsa,Mohammad & Ali would have come here too.

I came back !!

I back from Temenggor 17 of May, we had one week trip ,first we went to Jeli and we stayed there for 2 night after that we went to Grick and then went to Temenggor forest reserve and we stayed in tent . It was my first trip without Nima and it was very difficult for me but overall it was worth I found new friends and I got alot of experiences in Tropical rain forest.

I am still in dilemma to choosing Temenggor as a study area just because of inaccessibility. I prefer to go to other study area ,although it is far from here too,it has more facility just because it is National Park.

First trip without Nima!

I can't believe that I have to go to the field trip without Nima ,after marriage it is the first time that I am going somewhere without him and its absoulotly difficult for me and even I can't imagine it!

We have to stay there at least one week , we will staying in a tent we have to take a shower in a river and there is no proper toilet so I will have face with lots of difficulty. In our previous trip Nima always help me in every situation and now I am really scared that wheter I can tolerate or not.

Times goes by so fast!!!

I couldn't believe that my second semester already finished and it is quite strange for me that I could face with lots of difficulties in this era of my new life so times really goes by fast!!

Now my holliday is start,just kidding ,there is no holiday for PhD candidate but I have some extra time for my self which is good .

Nima has finished first semester as well , he was doing well and I am so happy to see that now he has been very matey with our supervisor recently .

Thank GOD for giving us these oportunity to be .......

Happy Norouz

Charshanbe Sori!!!

Today is charshanbe sori and this is the first charshanbe sori that we are not in Iran ,it is a new experience and I think when we are far from our country these traditional customes are more noticeable, If I want to describe more about Charshanbe Sori I should say That:

Charshanbe sori is one of the old customary traditions of Iranians which is conducted in the last Wednesday night of the year.Knocking spoon, hidden listening and jumping from fire is some of Charshanbe sori's customary ceremonies ,Sori in Persian literature came with meaning of party, celebration and fiesta and Red There are a lot of beautiful custom in Iran and Charshanbe sori is one of them this is basically people welcoming the New Year. Every body try to wear clean and new clothes and honor their gust with sweets and Tea. These are just some of our beautiful country's customs which unfortunately have been changed over years.

Wish happy charshanbe sori for every one of you

Yes I did it !!!

Yes I did it , today I had my first presentation of proposal,it was good and at the end I could convince the committee members about my job.you can't imagine how I feel now!! What a relief !!! but unfortunately as I am meticulous, now I am worried about my seminar proposal which will be held in April. I don't know when I will come back to my routine life may be never!!

first presentation of my proposal!!

Tomorrow morning(16 of March)at 9:00 AM ,I will have to present my proposal toward my supervisor committee,so today I am a little(??) worried sick! I have practiced hard and I am quite familiar with my works but still apprehensive because of the bad points in my personality I am too meticulous about every things in my life,I know this is only small thing in my life but still I am anxious .Tomorrow by this time I will have finished my job and hope that will turn back to my routine life again.

I know that universe prey for me and send me the positive energy also I am quite sure that my little sun bear prey for me too!

Getting scholarship!!!

Oh My GOD! Oh my GOD!

I won the scholarship! I am so happy, No I am not happy ,I am cheerful, No I am not ,I can not express my feeling now!

Just say Thank GOD,Thanks Mom & Dad (Mine & nima's)for your praying,

we really need it and it is definitely a present from GOD,

Thank you so much,you really knows how much we need it and you help me(same as ever) to get so I can just say Thank GOD, I LOVE YOU!!!

My Proposal is ready!!!

At least I finished writing and working on my PhD proposal!I am so happy and excited now.I had very tough time and could't concentrate on my other works,My dearest Nima help me alot same as ever and finally yesterday I send it for my supervisor and he said that it seems great except some minor problems,and today I gave him a hard copy of my proposal for last editing.

I am so thankful of my Dearest Nima and also my kind supervisor.

Happy Birthday !!!

When I was in Iran we have lots of Birthdays these days, first my Mom birthday's then me and Mohammad after me , but this year I just send an e-mail to them and no present.

anyway today is my birthday which I loved this day before but now I feel lonely I talked to my family and my friends come to our home becuse Nima celebrate today for me but I am still not satisfied from my birth day !!!

Dearest Mom happy birthday to you I wish you happiness and healthiness I kiss you,

My Dearest Mohammad Happy birthday to you too, I wish you happiness succesful and healthiness kiss you and hug you all from this far distance and I feel you all.

40 tips for an Exceptional ,Superb and Powerful life!!!

1. Take a 10-30 minute walk every day and while you walk, smile. It is the ultimate anti-depressant.

2. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day. Buy a lock if you have to.

3. Buy a TiVo (DVR), tape your late night shows and get more sleep.

4. When you wake up in the morning complete the following statement, "My purpose is to__________ _ today."

5. Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm, Empathy, and the 3 F's--
Faith, Family, Friends.

6. Watch more G movies play more games with friends and read more books than you did in 2006.

7. Make time to practice meditation and prayer. They provide us with daily fuel for our busy lives.

8. Spend more time with people over the age of 70 and under the age of six.

9. Dream more while you are awake.

10.Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less foods that are manufactured in plants.

11. Drink some green tea and plenty of water. Eat blueberries, seafood, broccoli, almonds & walnuts.

12. Try to make at least three people smile each day.

13. Clear your clutter from your house, your car, your desk, and let new energy into your life.

14. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip, energy vampires, issues of the past, negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead, invest your energy in the positive present moment.

15. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn, pass all your tests. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.

16. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a college kid with a maxed out charge card.

17. Smile and laugh more. It will keep the energy vampires away

18. . Life isn't fair, but it's still good.

19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.

20. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

21. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

22. Make peace with your past, so it won't mess up the present.


23.. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their
journey is all about.

24.. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets. Don't save it for a special occasion. Today is special.

25..No one is in charge of your happiness except you.

26. Frame every so-called disaster with these=2 0words: "In five years, will this matter?

27. Forgive everyone for everything.

28. What other people think of you is none of your business.

29. Time heals almost everything. Give time, time.

30. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

31. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.

32. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.

33.. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

34. The best is yet to come.

35. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

36. Do the right thing!


38. Call your family often.

39. Each night before you go to bed complete the following statements:
"I am thankful for __________.." "Today I accomplished _________.."

39. Remember that you are too blessed to be stressed.

40.. Enjoy the ride. Remember that this is not Disney World and you certainly don't want a fast pass. Make the most of it and enjoy the ride.

Dreaming!!!

Shaded Red: “Dreaming”
Don’t sway, don’t break / Don’t fall, don’t quake
Don’t speak, don’t run / Don’t cry, just trust
Trust your heart, feel it now, feel it now
Trust your heart, reach it now, reach it now
Don’t stop dreamin’ / Don’t stop dreamin’
When it all comes down
Don’t leave, don’t shake / Don’t crawl, don’t fake
Don’t shy, don’t shun / Don’t fear, just trust
Trust your heart, feel it now, feel it now
Trust your heart, reach it now, reach it now
Don’t stop dreamin’ / Don’t stop dreamin’
When it all comes down

All our dreams can come true IF we have the courage to pursue them .

My second semester which is Nima's first start !!

Monday ,5th of January,my second semester which is Nima's first, started.I was excited because we are classmate again but alittle worried because of lots of work to do such as completing reserch proposal, studing ,preparing my reserch proposal presentation and ..... , much worry about Nima's studies , he have to work and study together and I know that it is really difficult ,what should I do? I just want to be together to face with difficulties same as ever and I am totally sure we will be successful if GOD help us same as everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Buying the first car overseas!!

Today we bought our first car here, it was one of our wishes and again GOD helped us to reach one of our wishes in this new year.

Thank GOD,
Thanks Nima for buying this nice car. It's a 1.6 XLI- Automatic Proton wira.

Happy new year 2009!!

Another year has passed.I wish a year full of happiness, healthiness, succeed and lots of money for every one!!